Life is not as complicated as
I think it to be.
Or is it much worst and I am down playing it, just to be safe ?
Let me start my display with words, see if you can follow me around this.
So here after my date with the fourth single girl,
The special one until today date ( 26th April 2015),
Of all the dates, ( as in girl-friend dates, Not numerical dates)
the fourth was and is,the ultimate meeting experience I had in my 41+years of existence as a human specimen.
Or is it much worst and I am down playing it, just to be safe ?
Let me start my display with words, see if you can follow me around this.
So here after my date with the fourth single girl,
The special one until today date ( 26th April 2015),
Of all the dates, ( as in girl-friend dates, Not numerical dates)
the fourth was and is,the ultimate meeting experience I had in my 41+years of existence as a human specimen.
I am trying to
recollect and write these instances for my own
personal record,
I do have a terrible recollection power, ( can almost recollect Bob proctor and Robert Stevenson 's teachings here) and also with a small intention ( thanks to jack Canfield)
Maybe I might inspire someone, somewhere, someday. If all that doesn't happen, I will hand over these reading material to my future wife and share a great laughter with her someday.
I do have a terrible recollection power, ( can almost recollect Bob proctor and Robert Stevenson 's teachings here) and also with a small intention ( thanks to jack Canfield)
Maybe I might inspire someone, somewhere, someday. If all that doesn't happen, I will hand over these reading material to my future wife and share a great laughter with her someday.
So my intentions are good,
greater than you can think,
and my actions are small baby steps. ( Cheryl Richardson, thank you)
and my actions are small baby steps. ( Cheryl Richardson, thank you)
Chances are, you don't know who
these above mentioned good people are,
So go ahead, i encourage you to educate yourself, research them and soak in their wise knowledge.
it's all worth the time,
i've been doing it for the past 5 years or so by now. If thats the take away from your reading this material, so be it, all under heaven.
So go ahead, i encourage you to educate yourself, research them and soak in their wise knowledge.
it's all worth the time,
i've been doing it for the past 5 years or so by now. If thats the take away from your reading this material, so be it, all under heaven.
Why do I write these long lines and so many words,
because "Sharing is caring".
because "Sharing is caring".
If by opening one chapter of my life here, and in case I happen to inspire someone, just one person, my mission is achieved, I
would like to inspire and give hope to those who will walk this way after me.
And someday I will be reading this writing again alone for my own personal memory recollection.,preferably with that special one person "the better half" of my life.
Dr.Deepak Chopra, said in one of his lectures, "the universe is a funny place, you knock it here, it answers there".
For a long time I had a tough time believing this line, until I tried and experienced it and now I experience it in my and others life as a witness. Anyone whose ever been in contact with me, has heard this line from my mouth.
And someday I will be reading this writing again alone for my own personal memory recollection.,preferably with that special one person "the better half" of my life.
Dr.Deepak Chopra, said in one of his lectures, "the universe is a funny place, you knock it here, it answers there".
For a long time I had a tough time believing this line, until I tried and experienced it and now I experience it in my and others life as a witness. Anyone whose ever been in contact with me, has heard this line from my mouth.
Now at this same
time, on the side I flipped the TV remote
channels, and I find this cute ending of
a movie named “ Definitely,
Maybe” where in the daughter is glad to find out who her
mother is.
( Please see the movie
yourself, I am not explaining the movie plot
because I haven’t seen the movie as of yet )
And now the girl says “penguins mate for life”.
This was something that triggered a sentimental reaction in my body and a tear flowed down my eyes, I cried because I always wanted just one mate for a life time, preferably someone I would call as “my better half “.
But despite my constant failures and subsequent search, I end up failing miserably, yet I took baby steps to continue for my special one, my better half, my life partner.
And now the girl says “penguins mate for life”.
This was something that triggered a sentimental reaction in my body and a tear flowed down my eyes, I cried because I always wanted just one mate for a life time, preferably someone I would call as “my better half “.
But despite my constant failures and subsequent search, I end up failing miserably, yet I took baby steps to continue for my special one, my better half, my life partner.
I
don’t know who it will be. Or if she exists also, and if so then ,will she
accept me for what I am , but I'm sure she is
there. I often repeat
many lines , and the line I'm saying here is,
"The design suggests there is a designer".
"The design suggests there is a designer".
Of course, you'd ask me "Design
of?"
Well, everything! Everything (
good and bad are same sides of one coin) that’s happened to me until now,and
events that recently unfolded with me as a witness. The events in my life, the instances, the world , the good, better than the last
one, and amazing feeling I get when I write these words down for benefit of
that one stranger out there in the world.
I recall a day in office
during lunch chit chat time, a fellow dear female friend said
“Man! he dates some hot looking babes”.
I couldn't understand her comment then and there.
I was meek and shy to acknowledge it to the other female friend to whom she was speaking about with.
They were talking about? Me * Big Gulp*.
“Man! he dates some hot looking babes”.
I couldn't understand her comment then and there.
I was meek and shy to acknowledge it to the other female friend to whom she was speaking about with.
They were talking about? Me * Big Gulp*.
But here, right now I take the chance to explain, who I dated,
Why I met them on a “get to know each other type date”
and what happened there after.
Why I met them on a “get to know each other type date”
and what happened there after.
Allow me to explain my side of
the stories.
I only meet those single girls who I feel mentally compatible with and comfortable to meet.
I only meet those single girls who I feel mentally compatible with and comfortable to meet.
I have a weird strange feeling
and I do not normally indulge in even shaking hands with strangers. You can
know me for years every day and ill never shake hands with you. Don’t
believe me? Ask my office mates, seniors
and juniors alike, I do not indulge in the usual nice greetings, the
politeness, the courteous exchange of words, or handshakes and goodbyes.
Yet, given that profession
behavior, personally I am a man of words.
Words are all I have, either spoken or written, and I strongly believe, words hold the energy vibrations of the world. Mine and yours included.
Words are all I have, either spoken or written, and I strongly believe, words hold the energy vibrations of the world. Mine and yours included.
I do not judge a book by its
cover, nor by the authors name, nor by the last page synopsis. I open the book
and read a random page, I like it, I judge it.
Coming back to the dating
scene, which this whole writing is all about, their written
profile explains their emotional outlook, somehow
to me, and if I am mentally
attracted ( never physically ) to what I
see and read, then I take the next step forward to meet them
or in my cases accept their desire to meet me.
Lo and behold it works vice
versa too, they read and if they like me, then I get called upon.
So Thank you lovely ladies.
So Thank you lovely ladies.
I am not a saint, I’ve been bad many instances too.
I have rejected more female matches, like mutiple double digit numbers,
and i am happy for that selection, lead me in order, to meet these four (4) girls,
the fourth collectively better than the all 3 previous ones put together,
3 being better than the previous 2, the second being better than the 1st.
The 1st being better than my own imagination.
And they collectively changed my perspective of life, concept of love and dating strangers.
I have rejected more female matches, like mutiple double digit numbers,
and i am happy for that selection, lead me in order, to meet these four (4) girls,
the fourth collectively better than the all 3 previous ones put together,
3 being better than the previous 2, the second being better than the 1st.
The 1st being better than my own imagination.
And they collectively changed my perspective of life, concept of love and dating strangers.
I am not a writer, but each
event has pushed me to write , pen down my thoughts, and offer it to you as a
good reading material.
All and any names have been purposefully changed to random alphabets to protect their real identities,
These alphabets do not mean anything relevant and are randomly chosen by me,
They are just for my reference and do not reflect any real names in any manner.
I do not like to kiss and tell. I respect their confidentiality secure more than my own.
These alphabets do not mean anything relevant and are randomly chosen by me,
They are just for my reference and do not reflect any real names in any manner.
I do not like to kiss and tell. I respect their confidentiality secure more than my own.
So let me introduce you to
each strange meeting and its effects that pursued later into me.
Girl 1 ) K C :-
Kick starts the journey, She was amazingly beautiful and charming, ( at that moment in space and time).
I doubt if today she can have 1/10th of that same effect on me. No ways!
She was very shrewd, and amazingly charming.
I was naïve, never been out on meeting strangers like this.
What else can I say, that she is a pure Gemini, I think.
I was excited to meet her, but whatever said and done, there was no vibe existing.
Until then, she killed it with her style. Charmed Madame, Charmed.
Kick starts the journey, She was amazingly beautiful and charming, ( at that moment in space and time).
I doubt if today she can have 1/10th of that same effect on me. No ways!
She was very shrewd, and amazingly charming.
I was naïve, never been out on meeting strangers like this.
What else can I say, that she is a pure Gemini, I think.
I was excited to meet her, but whatever said and done, there was no vibe existing.
Until then, she killed it with her style. Charmed Madame, Charmed.
She was great to meet and the
meeting ended there. Thank you!
This is where I understood
how different the world is in real versus my expectations.
My eggshell was broken, I was out if the mould, out in the open seas of numerous possibilities that the future would bring for me.
My eggshell was broken, I was out if the mould, out in the open seas of numerous possibilities that the future would bring for me.
Didn’t I tell you "the design suggest that there
is a designer".
One meeting with her, I knew
the following :-
I am not good enough for her, she deserves better, and why she was single until that moment, and I am pretty sure, she will find her life partner soon.
I also got a glimpse of the kind of people who would be out there, unknown to me yet.
The design suggested I continue looking forward, so I did.
2) Ms.M :-
She was some sort of white coat, a doctor by profession, and charming too,but something about that match, something was not right. I did not feel any vibe.
Niether was I mentally, nor emotionally attracted to her.
Within the first 120 seconds, intuitively, I was confident this was not happening and it's just a part of the process I need to follow through, a baby step , if you will.
She knew it too, and we had a good lunch together and parted happily in a friendly manner.
At least now I know something better.What do I know better?
I am not good enough for her, she deserves better, and why she was single until that moment, and I am pretty sure, she will find her life partner soon.
I also got a glimpse of the kind of people who would be out there, unknown to me yet.
The design suggested I continue looking forward, so I did.
2) Ms.M :-
She was some sort of white coat, a doctor by profession, and charming too,but something about that match, something was not right. I did not feel any vibe.
Niether was I mentally, nor emotionally attracted to her.
Within the first 120 seconds, intuitively, I was confident this was not happening and it's just a part of the process I need to follow through, a baby step , if you will.
She knew it too, and we had a good lunch together and parted happily in a friendly manner.
At least now I know something better.What do I know better?
This is where you remind me, to quote,
the quote about " The design suggest there is a designer ? "
the quote about " The design suggest there is a designer ? "
The first dated
girl blew my mould out, the second dated girl one ensured I was back into the
moulded design.
No I am not an architect but this design analogy blended with my teleological belief.
The intented outcome is in-built into the design here.
No I am not an architect but this design analogy blended with my teleological belief.
The intented outcome is in-built into the design here.
Need more proof? Not convinced yet eh?
Ok,here it comes.
3) Ms.B.S :-
Ooh!, what could I say about this nice, svelte, graceful,charming, amazing, gorgeous, mind boggling, divine, female form,?
Words failed me, she may not be the most beautiful girl in the room for you,but yes for me she was,
something about her charms.
She swept me off my feet.
A banker by profession, I recall. Number cruncher?Dont i hate these? More on that later.
She would
have me drooling. Much more than her facial beauty, I could sense there
was some magnetic emotional, call it a karmic attraction to her.
The name, the charms, the style, she blew all my fuses out, again and again.
She was irritating to me too.
The name, the charms, the style, she blew all my fuses out, again and again.
She was irritating to me too.
Yes you read
it right, irritating. But the charms were more than that.
Wow! I felt
likes teenager in love? And I have been in love as a teenager but nothing was
as close to this feeling , she in front of me for those 2 hours, was simply
lack of a better word divine.
Now, "how can you wear
your heart on a sleeve?"
Go ahead ask me , I'll tell
you how.
It was superb to meet her. That
one meeting gave me much more peace and happiness than what 2 relationships
would give you. But that’s you and this is me.
Let me clarify, I'm talking
emotionally and mentally only.
So, at that time, on that particular day, If I had to get down on my knees and marry a stranger, anyone of my choice from the world, someone that day,
Then, this girl would be the choice.
So, at that time, on that particular day, If I had to get down on my knees and marry a stranger, anyone of my choice from the world, someone that day,
Then, this girl would be the choice.
I had fallen for her at first sight.My friends, back in office, my relatives and everyone who met me then in those
days , would say "the tiger was tamed". I walked like a puppy look on my face.
But I was not a happy puppy mind you. I was a mindful puppy.
But I was not a happy puppy mind you. I was a mindful puppy.
* Librans across the world know what I am talking about *
She was a gemini, it was pure amazing meeting her.
The thrill, the feeling I had for her back then was mind boggling.
She was a gemini, it was pure amazing meeting her.
The thrill, the feeling I had for her back then was mind boggling.
Her giggles and
laughter could kill me with one smile.
I still recall that amazing laughter voice of hers,
When she laughed out giggling, seated next to me in my car,
I still recall that amazing laughter voice of hers,
When she laughed out giggling, seated next to me in my car,
But, that was the last time I saw of her amazing personality and the last time I heard her laughter.
But, hold on, she didn’t like me…..at all!!
Her life was all roses and peaches, so I think so, She avoided me, like you would avoid the plague.
I and bean counters, or number
crunchers don’t get along in the same page, This is what i was referring above before.
She was a pure number cruncher.
I knew I was out, but at least I tried and met her and came out of my mould.
She was a pure number cruncher.
I knew I was out, but at least I tried and met her and came out of my mould.
Or so I think such….. I found
her to be calculative, cute, charming, and shrewd
at the same time.
She was beauty and brains in one mixed package.
She was beauty and brains in one mixed package.
Now, let me interject on a
different tangent for a moment.
Ladies, each one of you, all are beauty and brain in one package, if any guy doesn't think so, send him to me for a proper explanation, but that's not to be discussed here, it's a different story for a different page.
Ladies, each one of you, all are beauty and brain in one package, if any guy doesn't think so, send him to me for a proper explanation, but that's not to be discussed here, it's a different story for a different page.
That, one meeting itself was
too painful to forget, yet I forgot it slowly and surely.
Time is the best healer, My
daddy taught me such,
so what else can I say ,except
"The design suggests there is a designer "
so what else can I say ,except
"The design suggests there is a designer "
I was floored. Never to be
seen nor did she communicate with me ever again.
Respect!
She would make a beautiful wife to some fortunate man, someday.
Respect!
She would make a beautiful wife to some fortunate man, someday.
Then instantly in that
questioning to god I asked
"what now God ? what do I do next"?
"what now God ? what do I do next"?
Just then on the side, I found
there was one message from someone with who I have been communicating since a
short time with just one liners.She was refreshingly the best life changer moment.
She suggested we meet up for coffee in the next week.
She suggested we meet up for coffee in the next week.
What could I reply, I had nothing better in
life to do, LOL.
I’ve seen a Robert Stevenson video ( look his works up, he is the best in the business highly recommended speaker) -so I suggested soon,
She held on to the weekend. Now this could be the start of a beautiful friendship.
I’ve seen a Robert Stevenson video ( look his works up, he is the best in the business highly recommended speaker) -so I suggested soon,
She held on to the weekend. Now this could be the start of a beautiful friendship.
I likes, I like, I like her
already. Instantly wham heart gone out of body. I could have the 100 senses flowing into me saying this was going to be a life changing experience to meet this was someone very special.
Witnesses in my office and
family will swear I seemed to be the
greatest manager that walked on planet earth, I had a kind of aura around me
which exhibited a weird confident calm outlook to life.They often wondered what
transformed me, so much.Or was i faking something ?
A fellow associate friend of mine looked that my face and blatantly asked me
"Are you in love"?
A fellow associate friend of mine looked that my face and blatantly asked me
"Are you in love"?
I said I was,
He continued and asked who was
the lucky one and I replied
“ with a stranger, with a possibility of falling in love with a stranger
one, whom I didn't known a thing about”
“ with a stranger, with a possibility of falling in love with a stranger
one, whom I didn't known a thing about”
He questioned me more, I
replied to him “Chance favours the
prepared mind, “
4) K.D. -My Sweetheart !
Life stops here, and takes a new course She is Most Special of all the girls i ever met until now,
For me this Number 4 = " Babe !!!"
The mysterious one, My darling, my sweetheart, my dearest of them all.So what even if its in my memories.
Life stops here, and takes a new course She is Most Special of all the girls i ever met until now,
For me this Number 4 = " Babe !!!"
The mysterious one, My darling, my sweetheart, my dearest of them all.So what even if its in my memories.
i say to all the others to take a hike all previous
memories and lay out the red carpet,
Please make way for the special one.
Please make way for the special one.
From all the 4 ladies I met until now, this was by far the most ultra sweetest darling babe I met, upto now.
Oh do excuse my crude wording of a "babe"( aren't i crude ?
I use my disclaimer of until now, but that's the truth, it's a journey). I would have loved it if my journey ended here. Instead I ended up writing this.
If I was to ever whistle at
any one, this one was it.
I’d blow three whistles to get her attention and much more later.
I found her to be all of the following and much more :-
I’d blow three whistles to get her attention and much more later.
I found her to be all of the following and much more :-
- extremely innocent, sweetest of them all,
- innocently charming as anything,
- very extremely caring,and loving,
- a new definition of naïve,
- and I found her to be the most genuine of them all 4 above.
- I might extend that line and say I found her to be the most genuine of every single girl I ever dated until this 41+ years of my lifetime.
- This was the girl I would love to take home to meet my mother and brother.
- There are 2 types of girls, one you take home to your parents, and the second you never talk to your parents about.
- She is the 3rd type of girl. A new definition. I’d break all precedents for her.
- The 3rd type being, i would marry her on the first half an hour of meeting her.
- its not how you well she is decorated, its how I decorate my mind, and this girl decorated my mind instantly.
We met twice only. Before the
third time we were to meet, she had give me a silent treatment which hinted
that she was avoided, then sweetly
she dumped me,by informing me, in a sweet very direct ( told you she was
amazingly innocent didn’t I ?)and very courteous manner. Even in her rejection i loved her much more, all i could do was wish she find what she wanted in life.
My dialogue changes slightly
here :- I say "The design of the rejection, also suggest there is a designer at work
here."
To, have been in such amazingly graceful, sweetest
company of such an amazing lovely girl
for 2 dates of her sharing and caring,
gave me long good enough memories for me, to last a
lifetime time.Beggars cant be choosers , Duh! I would beg for
her love, with pleasure.
I cried, I couldn’t hold
myself, I didn’t cry that much when I got dumped in my previous relationships
before.
And it felt normal.
I cried because first time in my life, I had many unsaid apologies and many sweet words between us. I wanted her to know those words, but my time was up.
And it felt normal.
I cried because first time in my life, I had many unsaid apologies and many sweet words between us. I wanted her to know those words, but my time was up.
I'm sure, even if I get
amnesia, I won't forget her.
This was special between us two compatible friends.
We hit off with a bang, I ended up sniped !
Straight between the eyes but the aim was on my heart.
This was special between us two compatible friends.
We hit off with a bang, I ended up sniped !
Straight between the eyes but the aim was on my heart.
Freaking thing stopped
beating.
My forecast this time, was on
myself :- I could feel the vibe that I
was going to be ditched, something was not right, and I didn’t
clarify that mental signal nor act on it.
I regret, I lost her.
But at least God let me participate in his design and ensured I meet her.
Those two meetings changed me, changed me so much that I can almost tell it to her.
But wait, hold the phone,
she is no more with me and I have many unspoken words between us.
But at least God let me participate in his design and ensured I meet her.
Those two meetings changed me, changed me so much that I can almost tell it to her.
But wait, hold the phone,
she is no more with me and I have many unspoken words between us.
I repeat now , words are all I
have, with and within me.
the one I want to say to, isn’t interested in listening to them ever more, and the ones who want to listen to them, I would not want to share them with anyone ever.
the one I want to say to, isn’t interested in listening to them ever more, and the ones who want to listen to them, I would not want to share them with anyone ever.
So, my friends, brothers, sisters, lovers around the world,
This last experience of losing her, made me write these pages?
And You’re reading it.
What a paradox,
She didn’t find me suitable enough.
I found her amazing enough to have her sweet memories for a life time.
Fair try ?
At least I tried. I failed miserably but my life didn’t come with a set of how to instructions.
Let me give you an insight as to why I think this separation happen ?
She didn’t find me suitable enough.
I found her amazing enough to have her sweet memories for a life time.
Fair try ?
At least I tried. I failed miserably but my life didn’t come with a set of how to instructions.
Let me give you an insight as to why I think this separation happen ?
Life isn't fair,
a situation between us went haywire badly,
My intention at that time was it to be cute and goody good,
But instead I didn’t pay attention to it as much I should have,
I assume we both misunderstood each other, and that cute moment which should have joined us more inseparably, got destroyed,
And this is how I think it blew up all the chances of us being together.
a situation between us went haywire badly,
My intention at that time was it to be cute and goody good,
But instead I didn’t pay attention to it as much I should have,
I assume we both misunderstood each other, and that cute moment which should have joined us more inseparably, got destroyed,
And this is how I think it blew up all the chances of us being together.
I didn't bother to raise it up
again thinking it was not that big to be explained at that night. Now I don't
have a chance to explain it any more.
Didn't I tell you before,
I’ll repeat,
“Chance favours the prepared mind”
And i was not prepared that night to handle such an issue, not knowing it sealed my fate with her.
I was preparing to explain it to her some other time at some other place,preferably at the start of our third date.
Life didn't give me that third date or a chance to explain it ever to her again.
Or may be the design of life was intended to be such?
I’ll repeat,
“Chance favours the prepared mind”
And i was not prepared that night to handle such an issue, not knowing it sealed my fate with her.
I was preparing to explain it to her some other time at some other place,preferably at the start of our third date.
Life didn't give me that third date or a chance to explain it ever to her again.
Or may be the design of life was intended to be such?
That’s a teleological
explanation in which I seek my forgiveness.
This is how I goofed up and
messed up a very good moment,
this could have been a sweet memory, instead, is now a messed up memory, something that, again brought unwanted changes within me.
this could have been a sweet memory, instead, is now a messed up memory, something that, again brought unwanted changes within me.
With her by my side, I felt completed,
I didn’t try to
impress her at all, that is my fault ? Yes and no too,
I could tell you that "if
you cannot accept me at my worst, you certainly don’t
deserve to enjoy my best". I found solace within these words.
But for her if I was not at my best then I don’t deserve her. She deserves better than I.
But for her if I was not at my best then I don’t deserve her. She deserves better than I.
May be this was the curse of all the other ladies I had met, all of the others I met only once, never to be seen again. Then I disappeared like a phantom ghost, “Now you see me, now you don't.”
And I didn't have a choice with all those others , it just happened.
Those were my baby steps,
if I hadn't met them I would
not be prepared to meet the fourth one.
The journey is such. The
destination changes, to wherever you wish to stop.
The last stop was the only
stop I wished to be forever,
Number 4 is the only one I would have wished to meet again and again, for a hundred times, for a thousand times and yet it would be less for me.
If I ever regret anything, its loosing my sweetheart miss number 4, not number 3, not number 2, not number 1, not any of the other lovely ladies I met way before, not any of the heart or relationship breakups that I had before them all over numerous years.
Number 4 is the only one I would have wished to meet again and again, for a hundred times, for a thousand times and yet it would be less for me.
If I ever regret anything, its loosing my sweetheart miss number 4, not number 3, not number 2, not number 1, not any of the other lovely ladies I met way before, not any of the heart or relationship breakups that I had before them all over numerous years.
This special lady was a real lovely, amazing sweetheart to me
and she was direct, upfront but slightly naïve.
It is experience and age that matures people, so I cannot blame her for this.
More on “maturity” is mentioned later below.
Unlike others who hid their
past and collected my information,
this last girl ( number 4) had a short and sweet description, she came out clean slate.
Her manners were excellent, Her charms were fantastic,
and she is a genuinely good natured person, a sweetheart.
I can only wish she find her prince charming soon and get settled.
What pains me is that we are both travelers on the same road,
but she went ahead and I stopped far behind her.
Yet I blow wishes hoping that the winds carry my wishes to reach her wherever her journey take her ahead.
*As per my habit of forecasts, it suggests something.
( I used to do pretty good forecasts of stock exchange charts at one time)
Deep in my mind and heart I wish her all the best,
this last girl ( number 4) had a short and sweet description, she came out clean slate.
Her manners were excellent, Her charms were fantastic,
and she is a genuinely good natured person, a sweetheart.
I can only wish she find her prince charming soon and get settled.
What pains me is that we are both travelers on the same road,
but she went ahead and I stopped far behind her.
Yet I blow wishes hoping that the winds carry my wishes to reach her wherever her journey take her ahead.
*As per my habit of forecasts, it suggests something.
( I used to do pretty good forecasts of stock exchange charts at one time)
Deep in my mind and heart I wish her all the best,
and
I wish she get married to someone great soon, that
man will be surely be a very very very lucky man and best of it, he will not
even realize it.
Take my word on this, ya !
To recap her memories :-
- She was amazing, when she laughed , she did as if there was no tomorrow without limits,
- the world stopped, she was polite and slight moody, all Librans are. I am a Libran I know this well.
- Her profile matched my expectations and whatever information I heard about her, was a gifted add on.
- Of all people I could see myself with this girl as a good match pair, someone I could say “my better half”
- This number 4 girl floored me, more than the previous ones ever did.
She could make me forget that I was amazed dazed with number 1) &
also number 3 ) miss gemini.
And that I ever had a concept of love with 2 previous relationships.
And that I ever had a concept of love with 2 previous relationships.
- She simply blew away the rest ,because for me she is the best girl I ever known to be alive.
- Now that she is no more with me i miss her very much.
So I imagine the qualities she
withheld within her, were far more amazing than I could conceive.
My number 4 was just simply too good to be true.
I am a Libran and our horoscopes said we are 100% compatible.
Yet we are not together. Go figure !
Nor with half the world for that matter but lol.
She rejected me on a Saturday ( more reason why I hate Saturdays)
My number 4 was just simply too good to be true.
I am a Libran and our horoscopes said we are 100% compatible.
Yet we are not together. Go figure !
Nor with half the world for that matter but lol.
She rejected me on a Saturday ( more reason why I hate Saturdays)
Now let me educate you , on
that word I used up back before,
a little about the word “ maturity” :-
a little about the word “ maturity” :-
Once you attend a funeral, or
if you actually lead & perform any religious funeral ceremony
your maturity changes that very instant.
People who have done so for their parents, relatives, will agree with me here.
(takes one to know one)
Once you hold a new born child in your hands, hours after it is born, and you are supposedly to be the god father of such a child, your maturity will change instantly.
Once someone falls at your feet and touches your feet to seek your guidance and blessings, your maturity will change.
your maturity changes that very instant.
People who have done so for their parents, relatives, will agree with me here.
(takes one to know one)
Once you hold a new born child in your hands, hours after it is born, and you are supposedly to be the god father of such a child, your maturity will change instantly.
Once someone falls at your feet and touches your feet to seek your guidance and blessings, your maturity will change.
Love does not see maturity.
I am not in a shopping spree.
I am merely on the lookout to settle with that one special girl who makes my
heart beat and stop with her charms and smile.
I asked god for one,
“I count four” ( a very strange accent is used here in my stylish arrogant reply to self)
I asked god for one,
“I count four” ( a very strange accent is used here in my stylish arrogant reply to self)
See the progression? One amazing encounter that beats the heck out of the previous sum total of all encounters, one after the other.
"The sum is larger than
the whole?"
But this is another different story for
another moment.
Like the girl from my office once said, “ he dates some amazing women “.
I gleam and thank god for making me meet such wonderful girls.
Like the girl from my office once said, “ he dates some amazing women “.
I gleam and thank god for making me meet such wonderful girls.
And special thank you to god
for making me meet Number 4, the most
amazing mind blowing girl I ever met
until now.
“So what, What if they rejected me, it’s
an experience to reject someone, or to be rejected”.
Like I said before, “takes one to know one“
Like I said before, “takes one to know one“
One after the other. Then it
comes to a pause or a halt or a full stop.
Don’t you believe me now ?
Remember the strange line I
used before way up at the middle ie:--
“The design suggests that there is a designer “.
Repeat it with me in chorus please:-
“The Design suggests “….??? “That” ?
“The design suggests that there is a designer “.
Repeat it with me in chorus please:-
“The Design suggests “….??? “That” ?
* repeat after me in low tone
voice*
“There is a designer” !!!
Nod your head, if you do you believe me now?
“There is a designer” !!!
Nod your head, if you do you believe me now?
These 4 matches improved me
much in 2 months,
more than what I could think of in the past 2 decades,
Every time something goes wrong,
more than what I could think of in the past 2 decades,
Every time something goes wrong,
I try and change the way I
look at things.
And then I find the things I look at changed.
And then I find the things I look at changed.
Thanks to Dr.Wayne Dyer for
introducing me to this concept.
I suggest you look up his works too.
I suggest you look up his works too.
5) This is not a Mambo No 5 song, it’s
the real story of my life,
I am not designing it, but I am merely trying to explain whatever I have peeked at my own design.
I am not designing it, but I am merely trying to explain whatever I have peeked at my own design.
What if I meet Miss number 4 from
the above list again? Possibilities are 7.3 billion to a 1. I d run to welcome it.
What if I meet someone new. Possibilities
are one less than 7.3 billion to a 1.
Told you the universe is a
funny place, knock it here, it laughs
somewhere else.
It took a life changing
experience, which changed my paradigm of life, of meeting the fourth girl to
motivate me to write this much and share it with the world
I will write the “ My Matrimonial
Matches -Part II, only if I ever meet her again.
To all single lovely girls out
there in the world, Virtual Hugs and God bless all you girls out there.
Keep the light in your eyes sparkling, there is a man out there just waiting to be dazzled by you.
Keep the light in your eyes sparkling, there is a man out there just waiting to be dazzled by you.
To all my single men, Greets
Hugs and shout outs to you all, who read
this.
To every single :-
Wait for that special someone, who will steal your nights away,
Each of these girls gave me a special gift of seeing within my own self, and improve myself for the next one to come along. I messed up, or I was messed up back then,but life didn't come with an instruction manual.
Wait for that special someone, who will steal your nights away,
Each of these girls gave me a special gift of seeing within my own self, and improve myself for the next one to come along. I messed up, or I was messed up back then,but life didn't come with an instruction manual.
So in these rejections of my matrimonial matches,in process I got improved,
I saw the world differently
each time, and that process is on.
As I end I would like to say
these words
“We may be imperfect in each
other’s eyes,
But we were all perfect in god’s
factory line,
Each one of us has some special quality.
Each one of us has some special quality.
Whether you are a male or
female,
If you are still single, keep faith, keep hope,
Be out here, look out there, keep changing yourself everywhere.
Indulge to improve yourself.
If you are still single, keep faith, keep hope,
Be out here, look out there, keep changing yourself everywhere.
Indulge to improve yourself.
When the bell strikes, be
ready be prepared,
I’ll pass the baton on,
the last will never finish the line,
I’ll pass the baton on,
the last will never finish the line,
This is not a race, it’s
a relay,
And we are all runners on the
same track, one way, every day. “
I wish you all “may you find
the peace, love & happiness that you were looking for”
May my words give you hope happiness and pleasure to all who read these words,
May my words give you hope happiness and pleasure to all who read these words,
Dedicated to all single
people,to all my fellow single brothers and
sisters out here.
Ending words :-
Go out make your own life, a
pleasure, let the journey begin,
